complaining?

This week has been a little hard, have you ever had a week when you sit down and actually look deep down and say! Huh you know what I don't like where this is going and then realize that you have no one to talk to or even comsole you.
I was starting to feel a little more content feeling we are closer to become home owners only to find out nope we are even further! Like seriously?.. this ain't even funny
So plan is well don't know the plan and I'm tired of making plans! Like so over it.
Best thing to do is just to save up enough funds and just buy on our own.
Problem is here down in Florida is not as good as up North when it comes to wages, I sure do miss that from Maryland.
Unfortunately we put everything we had into moving and I know I shouldn't be complaining especially you only being here 5 months, I guess I am home sick, or shall I say state sick? LOL is that even possible? Then again only here in Florida do I get to go to Disney weekly or go to the beach every day! See I'm just a confused human being who does not know what she wants,, well I do, it's just not happening.
As I turn to my bible and read inspirational words and find gods warmth I still feel down and just simply confused.
I know the lord has a plan for me and it's not time to uncover it, I just feel alone and emotional.
So I ask you to keep me in your prayers for uplift and positive thinking.
So if you read this without closing the page god bless you for hearing me complain.

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R