My Husband Did What????

SO yup we did it, we finally did it...... Ahhh here goes!!!

My husband gave his 2 week notice in at the department and will end his job September 2nd!! this has been a very long coming life change for us, we have been talking about this for a very long time, even though my husband will remain in the same field of work which is law enforcement we have decided to follow our dreams.
We will be saying goodbye to our state and saying HELLO to a new one. I won't include where we are going just yet due to negativity i refuse to feed people with that.
Our big move should be within the next 8 weeks. SOoo now i am scared and excited and anxious and my husband is happy as a kid, he can't wait.... i hate that i suffer with so much anxiety, but i guess someone in the house has too right?

We have been discussing moving for almost 2 years and we have always let things get in the way of chasing our dreams, this time we have decided to give it to god stop worrying and just roll with it as my husband says' my husband has decided to stay in his line of work till maybe something else comes along that he likes, but for now we are stick to what he is qualified in.

We have decided to shout it out to the world, we are happy, we are excited and i don't think we have ever been so ready. We have prayed about it as a family as individuals and as husband and wife, so far god has opened every door we need open so we are taking it as a green light.
We have done multiple research on different states and we had brought it down to 2 and last week we finally picked it and the location, it was a favorite for a few years so it wasn't hard.

All kids are excited and so ready for the move, they truly can't wait. it's a scary move as there are always thoughts at the back of your head if you have done the right thing or if its a mistake or anything else that pops up. living in doubt has never been a thing that i do or for my husband so we would rather have a lesson learned then never knowing.

Obviously the packing started a few weeks back when we knew that we were packing up but now its so real, our joke is we are packing up 6 kids 5 cats and rolling out.

The lord has never lead us in the wrong direction and i know he will never give us more than we can handle, we are super excited yet scared for leaving all the beautiful friends that turned into our family the last 10 years, but we are excited to make new friends and be part of a new church community. Leaving wasn't a hard thing to figure out we have nothing here other than my husbands job, i have no family and my husband don't have close relationships with his sadly so whats ya gonna do!!

Over the years we have learned the hard way that time does not wait for nobody and you have to make the best of it,Well that's it guys, i have been wanting to announce that we are moving for a long time but i had to wait till it was official with his job and other employment and so on.

I hope you will come along the ride with us, and i will be sure to post and upload videos on everything that's going on.

As always stay safe and blessed

R~

Too sick to bother?

So after my husband being off for 2 weeks, he finally went back to work yesterday (Friday) and as always when you can't afford to be sick as its back to school what happens, well mommy comes down sick and can barely move out of bed. I wanted to start back up homeschooling on Monday but I truly don't see that happening right now.i truly don't think I can be focused or myself especially one on one with the little girls. Today I can honestly say I am not bothered, I mean I don't have the energy. Today which is Saturday my kids have been playing video games for I don't know how long, they have been eating the house, little girls have been taking out different clothes. Playing with every toy and you know what, it's OK. I've learned a lot the past 18 years of being a mom, that there are days when you just gotta say, if this what it takes so be it. If it takes a day of video games and a day of every clothes dress up then I will pay that price rather then fight and go back and fourth with 6 kids. To be fair everything will be shut down when daddy gets back which will be in an hour hopefully so by 4pm all will be well. 

My point is here that there are days that your going to loose and be ok with it, especially if it gets you rest with a bad head cold. No one said parenting was easy and if it was I'm sure I'll be scared. Right now it's hard just picking my head up let alone chase someone. I have to say though I do have pretty amazing kids, they all made sure to ask what they can get for me, my oldest is currently bathing the little girls and we are picking a movie (yes Disney) to watch till daddy gets home. Oh did I mention that sweet man is cooking so I don't get out of bed? That's love right there😍. I am not up for filming videos but I'm sure I know some little fingers who would. I am really starting to enjoy documenting things, I was looking at a cooking video Antonio did last year and I was taken back by his voice, he has such a manly voice now. Time goes by way too fast and I just want it to stop some days, actually most days.

Well that's all I can write today I am out of juice😔😕 I hear the girls talking and I'm thinking they have picked inside out for the movie,well guys it's Saturday so I hope you enjoy your weekend. Stay safe and blessed as always.

~R