Too sick to bother?

So after my husband being off for 2 weeks, he finally went back to work yesterday (Friday) and as always when you can't afford to be sick as its back to school what happens, well mommy comes down sick and can barely move out of bed. I wanted to start back up homeschooling on Monday but I truly don't see that happening right now.i truly don't think I can be focused or myself especially one on one with the little girls. Today I can honestly say I am not bothered, I mean I don't have the energy. Today which is Saturday my kids have been playing video games for I don't know how long, they have been eating the house, little girls have been taking out different clothes. Playing with every toy and you know what, it's OK. I've learned a lot the past 18 years of being a mom, that there are days when you just gotta say, if this what it takes so be it. If it takes a day of video games and a day of every clothes dress up then I will pay that price rather then fight and go back and fourth with 6 kids. To be fair everything will be shut down when daddy gets back which will be in an hour hopefully so by 4pm all will be well. 

My point is here that there are days that your going to loose and be ok with it, especially if it gets you rest with a bad head cold. No one said parenting was easy and if it was I'm sure I'll be scared. Right now it's hard just picking my head up let alone chase someone. I have to say though I do have pretty amazing kids, they all made sure to ask what they can get for me, my oldest is currently bathing the little girls and we are picking a movie (yes Disney) to watch till daddy gets home. Oh did I mention that sweet man is cooking so I don't get out of bed? That's love right there😍. I am not up for filming videos but I'm sure I know some little fingers who would. I am really starting to enjoy documenting things, I was looking at a cooking video Antonio did last year and I was taken back by his voice, he has such a manly voice now. Time goes by way too fast and I just want it to stop some days, actually most days.

Well that's all I can write today I am out of juice😔😕 I hear the girls talking and I'm thinking they have picked inside out for the movie,well guys it's Saturday so I hope you enjoy your weekend. Stay safe and blessed as always.

~R