when your down

I think at some point every mom feels down and alone, i know even with 6 kids 5 cats and a husband i am in a really depressed mood zone right now, i have so many emotions rolling into one and i find myself battling with so many sad emotions.
today i was brought back to earth by a very dear friend of mine who reminded me about so many things, reminded me about my faith and god will never leave me, reminded me that i need to push out all that bad energy and fill it up with the good.            

I reminded myself what i love best and that is to write, i love to write about anything that pops into my head, i find writing to be relaxing and calming, so i have come to the conclusion that i need to do more of it. even if its only writing about my day its a start, one day i will have the self esteem and motivation to publish one of my books.

today kids were done school by 11am so we had  a pretty short morning, after they did there reading they were allowed too play on there tablets while i cleaned up and checked on there grades.

i also started exercising today and it felt so good gave me energy too, i am looking forward to another day of working out tomorrow even if it is for 20min a day.

 well guys i will leave you at this and write something more in detail.

as always stay safe and be blessed

it's coming to an end

today hit me that we are coming to the end of October and next thing you know its thanks giving and then Christmas, i truly don't feel as though i have been productive this year, there was a lot of things going on with our landlord in Maryland and it was just a whole depressing thing, i truly hated being home or even pulling up to the home was depressing enough, i always felt down and used to find myself in tears just being there.

it amazes me how much influence this place had on me and my family, it made me feel truly miserable most days.

this was another reason why we chose to move not only house but we decided to try and make it in another state as Maryland was not fitting our family needs, Florida is not our what we call final destination its a destination for now due to many things, one thing our family loves is the snow and of course Florida don't have snow.
we decided to move here to give us a chance to what we call a breather, i can finish my school and stay home and home school, the kids will have more activities to do especially during there time off, my husband needed to change careers as it was a dangerous job and we all were starting to feel afraid when he left the house.
we decided to get a 2 year lease on a house in a very nice location close to what we need and not too far from major attractions.
in the next 2 years we then can decide what we want to do, our goal is to purchase our own home, but we are not sure where we want to purchase, finding that perfect location can be very hard when you have a whole family to think of and every ones needs.
i truly would love some information if you have it on what you think is the perfect location to raise a family, obviously there is no such thing as perfect but we can dream right?

another thing i want to focus on next yer is publishing a book, my dream has always been to publish a book as i love to write and i did start the process years ago and decided to quit, my husband encourages me a lot and always tries his best to support me, its just i don't feel confident in myself.
another dream of mine is for YouTube to take off, not me but my kids and husband love doing it, if you follow us on YouTube you know that I'm mostly behind the camera.

here is our channel if your not subscribed then please go ahead and subscribe we would truly appreciate it.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUYPkOUWsypvEc_1a6rTXzQ

so guys i will leave it at this and i promise to write and keep y'all updated more.

as always stay safe and be blessed

R~

We Moved!!!!

Hey  guys so we finally moved and are settled in nicely, if you don't know already we made a move from Maryland to Florida, We needed a move badly, sometimes you have to just go for it and deal with whatever comes along. so far we are loving it and enjoying the sunshine state, there are things obviously that we are trying to get used too, and adjust to. here is a video of our house. i plan to do an updated one once we have everything settled in.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkhmW-wdxT8

please leave a comment if you liked it or not.we truly would love to have you as a subscriber and come along with us on our journey.


As always stay safe and blessed

R~

Jamaican chicken curry

Many of you know my husband was born in Jamaica and came to the states when he was a little boy, he was still brought up with island cooking so he brings that food to our family and kitchen table.
Today i am going to share his chicken curry recipe and hope you guys try it and give it a shot.
We already did a video about it so i will go ahead and link it for you so you can see.
As always don't forget to subscribe and share the video it would truly mean a lot to us by you doing so.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WkP54E8x9U


I guarantee you, you will love it and it will be a favorite of your family too, you can add as much seasoning to your liking, we like ours a little on the hot side so we put extra.

so i will leave you at that and hope to hear if anyone has tried it or going too, thanks for reading and stay tuned for our new schedule that is coming up.

As always stay safe and be blessed

R~