when your down

I think at some point every mom feels down and alone, i know even with 6 kids 5 cats and a husband i am in a really depressed mood zone right now, i have so many emotions rolling into one and i find myself battling with so many sad emotions.
today i was brought back to earth by a very dear friend of mine who reminded me about so many things, reminded me about my faith and god will never leave me, reminded me that i need to push out all that bad energy and fill it up with the good.            

I reminded myself what i love best and that is to write, i love to write about anything that pops into my head, i find writing to be relaxing and calming, so i have come to the conclusion that i need to do more of it. even if its only writing about my day its a start, one day i will have the self esteem and motivation to publish one of my books.

today kids were done school by 11am so we had  a pretty short morning, after they did there reading they were allowed too play on there tablets while i cleaned up and checked on there grades.

i also started exercising today and it felt so good gave me energy too, i am looking forward to another day of working out tomorrow even if it is for 20min a day.

 well guys i will leave you at this and write something more in detail.

as always stay safe and be blessed