it's coming to an end

today hit me that we are coming to the end of October and next thing you know its thanks giving and then Christmas, i truly don't feel as though i have been productive this year, there was a lot of things going on with our landlord in Maryland and it was just a whole depressing thing, i truly hated being home or even pulling up to the home was depressing enough, i always felt down and used to find myself in tears just being there.

it amazes me how much influence this place had on me and my family, it made me feel truly miserable most days.

this was another reason why we chose to move not only house but we decided to try and make it in another state as Maryland was not fitting our family needs, Florida is not our what we call final destination its a destination for now due to many things, one thing our family loves is the snow and of course Florida don't have snow.
we decided to move here to give us a chance to what we call a breather, i can finish my school and stay home and home school, the kids will have more activities to do especially during there time off, my husband needed to change careers as it was a dangerous job and we all were starting to feel afraid when he left the house.
we decided to get a 2 year lease on a house in a very nice location close to what we need and not too far from major attractions.
in the next 2 years we then can decide what we want to do, our goal is to purchase our own home, but we are not sure where we want to purchase, finding that perfect location can be very hard when you have a whole family to think of and every ones needs.
i truly would love some information if you have it on what you think is the perfect location to raise a family, obviously there is no such thing as perfect but we can dream right?

another thing i want to focus on next yer is publishing a book, my dream has always been to publish a book as i love to write and i did start the process years ago and decided to quit, my husband encourages me a lot and always tries his best to support me, its just i don't feel confident in myself.
another dream of mine is for YouTube to take off, not me but my kids and husband love doing it, if you follow us on YouTube you know that I'm mostly behind the camera.

here is our channel if your not subscribed then please go ahead and subscribe we would truly appreciate it.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUYPkOUWsypvEc_1a6rTXzQ

so guys i will leave it at this and i promise to write and keep y'all updated more.

as always stay safe and be blessed

R~