What am I talking about?
Well I'm talking about fertility issues, yup
Up until I was 25 I had no problems in that department,I got pregnant with no problems, between baby number 3 and 5 our specially baby number 4 grew wings and went back to heaven, a very depressing time for us, but the lord gave us another, and blessed is such an understatement on how I felt, I felt beyond blessed that God let us experience another journey.
Once we had our baby boy our family of 6 then felt complete, I felt like I was done, well like I said I taught I was.
Fast forward to 2009 and we were both excited for another baby and we tried for a few months and God blessed us again. Well I guess this is were people think the crazy fits in, 😊
When our baby girl was a few months old we both agreed we didn't feel complete and wanted more kids, so we started our journey of trying to conceive, I write journey as it took 22 months to conceive. I can't tell you how hard of a journey it was, ups and downs, getting our hopes up, but God once again gave us a healthy baby girl, weighing in at 10 1/2lbs I might add.
So question we get is, so y'all are done right? Our answer? NO we are not! What we would like? We would love 2 more blessings, now as far as what God says will happen we don't know.
We have been trying to conceive for 26 months now, with 2 chemical pregnancies and many of false results. What makes it even harder is that knowing how easy it was to conceive before and what a struggle it is now. I don't know if I will ever be able to get pregnant again only God knows our faith, but what hurts the most is when people don't understand or say well you have 6 ain't that enough, my children are my pride and joy, they are my life, I don't know where I would be without them today, I have grown so much just by being there mom.
My children are not burdens they are amazing individuals who I have the pleasure and honor of calling my kids. Yes my life might be a little crazy but it's a crazy I can't live without. Our kids bring us happiness that's out of this world, everyone has there own happy and everyone should respect others happy so when my answer bothers you I feel sorry that you just don't get it, my kids are not burdens there real life people,. The hardest thing for a person to hear is forget about trying you have kids already!
One thing that gets me the most is when someone says, how do you do It? I can't manage 2. Let alone 6, it truly confuses me as they are not monsters they are kids,.
Everybody has a calling in life, my calling is to be a mom, to how many only God knows, but if you don't get it, be kind and keep your negative opinion to yourself.
We all choose our lifestyle this is mine.
God bless
R~
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