Recap- all about mama 😊

A little about myself,

Well let's start by saying that if you told me I would be a mom to 6 kids years ago I would of probably laughed in your face, as a teenager I had sworn my self not to have kids, but God said other wise and by 17 I was pregnant, I had my baby girl when I just turns 18, what a day. I didn't know what it was actually like to really love someone so much especially so little.  I didn't understand how something so small can light your world up that much.
I think as a teen I was a little wild sometimes, well when I compare me now to rose then, I'm always like what the heck was I thinking!!  I also was very preserved, meaning I wasn't comfortable around everybody I was very shy, that's unless I knew you off course.
Yes yes I admit I always was a weird one, well I guess still am right? I like things a way and I do things a way..... My husband and kids call it OCD, I don't necessarily agree now.

So let's move this along, by 21 I had my beautiful baby boy, then sadly in 2002 I lost my dad, first man I ever loved. then by 23 I had another beautiful baby boy, also at 23 I got engaged to an amazing man (husband) late 24 we lost our baby, then by 25 I had another beautiful baby boy..... HA! A lot of boys!another sad thing in life I lost my mom at 26,the most beautiful woman ever. At 26 I said I do to one heck of a man, (husband). At 27 made one huge decision and made a huge move, at 29 I had my beautiful baby girl, at 30 I was diagnosed as a type 2 diabetic, at 32 I had another beautiful baby girl, at 34 my husband and myself said I do again in church. At 35 ( me now ) I finally managed to take my kids to Disney and I also got see one of my sisters again after 8 years, So much has happened in between but I would have to say those are my highlights. I've probably left out some stuff, but by far those are the most meaningful things to me.i did not mention when or how I met my husband as that is another blog.
The most important thing to me in life is my family, my husband is my best friend, we are inseparable,have never been able to be away from one another, he has always been by my side through thick and thin, he is always ready to drop things and run to my rescue, I know I am lucky especially when your own doctor tells you. My kids are my world, nothing comes above them, they are my blessing and pride and joy. I sit here and I type this but I have to be honest and I try not to talk about religion due to it being a major issue with some, but to be honest without God I am nothing and nobody as only he knows what I've been through, he has always answered my prayers one way or another.
At 35 what do I Want? What do I wish?
Well I seriously can't wait to move out of Maryland, hopefully sooner then expected. As so many know, it's not a secret no more, my husband and myself pray that we can have 2 more babies, I pray that our plan for my husband to work from home comes together. I want my kids to succeed in the schooling, I pray our family and settle down and grow some roots, one thing I have come to learn is that life is too short, don't put off things you can do today till tomorrow as tomorrow is not guaranteed, never go to bed with an argument, always kiss the ones you love goodnight and tell them you love them,and for me I always thank the lord for giving me another day.

Future goals.....
Well as you guessed I love to write, always have. I even have 3 books that I wrote sitting on cd that my husband wouldn't let me throw out, I always wanted to get published but I am so afraid of failure, I know I shouldn't as if I don't try I will never know, but I hate judgements. The more time goes by the more I get the urge to publish them though, so who knows!
I am excited for another homeschooling year with my babies and all our field trips I have planned, but mostly I am thrilled of all the new things that will come my family's way.

My traditions as a mom,wife....
My biggest tradition ever is Christmas, yes I am that crazy lady that tries to buy the store, I have Christmas Eve traditions too, I like to go a little far when it comes to Christmas,I don't only celebrate Christmas but I celebrate Jesus. The normal thing is for my kids to get. Christmas Eve box and 15-20 gifts each on Christmas morning..... Yeah I know I'm cookoo.
My traditions as a wife? Hmm I think my husband knows that more, but I always make sure to cook his special meal on his special day, we also have a tradition that no matter what once a month we have to have alone time, which normally is going out to eat and a movie, yay for our 17 year to be amazing to babysit for us.
My personal routine,
The first thing I do is thank god for waking me up, to watch over my kids and my husband while he is at work.i pray through out my day, but my morning is my peaceful time with the lord. At 7am hubby will always call me to tell me he got to work ok and check in, then one by one I see morning smiles or grumpy faces coming on my bed.

One important family thing is, we always have dinner at the table together, unless poor daddy is working a double, we always say our grace with every meal and the kids express there  thanks and wants.

Just a little re cap
God bless
R~